Due to the time change here in Japan I'm a little boggled on what is going on. I know that it is about to be Christmas here in 2 hours. All I want for Christmas is Jimmy! Oh wait this is the first christmas that me and Jimmy will finally get to spend together and I'm pretty excited! I also can't wait for the day when we finally have our own house and can decorate and really feel this Christmas cheer. I'm going to keep this short because it is getting late here and friends are over for the night. I don't want to be rude. Have a wonderful evening everyone. Dwell in this time with family and feel that amazing love. Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!
Monday, December 20, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
It's 3:03 in the morning here and I'm getting ready to leave for JAPAN! Words cannot express my happiness right now. I passed ALL of my finals today and now I'm going to see my big moose of a man for a couple months. Im so so soooo happy. Farewell Ohio, you will not be missed too much. My next post will be from the land of the rising sun. Stay tuned in!
Monday, December 13, 2010
1301: I fell asleep studying last night and I woke up to a car that was dead in the drive-way. I eventually made it to class after my car was jumped. The test has my brain pretty much fried. Luckily, it's a complete whiteout right now and evening classes have been cancelled at Kent. I'm sitting here stuck at school because I can't dare drive in this but honestly that's okay. It's beautiful outside right now. I'm playing soft music, serenading myself of course and I feel at peace instantly in this moment. If I could snap my fingers and have a few things by me I'd have a fire place, a big fluffy blanket and Jimmy with me. I'm going to go soak all of this beauty up right now and I will return later. I hope you all are enjoying this too! Ps. Jenn, wish you were here in this winter wonderland with me! you'd love this!
2101: Here is a photo of Matryoshka dolls that I recently took. I am completely in love with them. They are a symbol of motherhood and fertility. If you have never seen one of these dolls before I would recommend checking them out. You'll be surprised how small the very last one is and how much detail and time go into their craftsmanship. Just a teenie taste of what I like, there will be more to come in due time.
I'm off for the night. Snow's got me trapped in the house BUT this is a blessing in disguise because I can study until I cannot study anymore. Sweetest dreams to you!
Sunday, December 12, 2010
The past couple days have been kind of hard on me. I've been fighting a cold off so that the pressure of my sinus' paired up with the pressure in the plane does not cause my head to explode. Advil Cold and Sinus has really worked some wonders for me. I'm still not 100% but slowly getting there. Finals are tomorrow so after this post it's off to studying for me. I've had the hardest time studying the past couple days. Being sick makes me need sleep more than what I'm used too. Also, my stress levels and nerves and at their breaking pt. I just NEED my classes to be done and over with. I feel out of control of things in my life right now and I need a release whether that's screaming on top of a mountain I RELEASE YOUUU or literally sleeping...I need something and I need that something fast. I would truly enjoy getting lost in the woods for a month or travel with no responsibilities or a certain place to be. I just want to wander around and enjoy myself.
My friend Jodie and I created these most beautiful cupcake's for Tiara's Birthday. They are supposed to be tree's, I really hope you could tell. We tried, the thought count's right? It tasted good.
I entertain myself by the Christmas tree. I've always been fascinated with the lights. When I was little I would lay underneath the tree and just stare up. This Christmas season keeps me sane.
So much is running through my mind right now and I honestly don't even have time to sit down and gather my thoughts let alone write them like I wish I could. Duty calls! Studying here I come.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
I leave in less than a week now, Thursday 6am which is the 16th. I can't tell you all how much I am looking forward to this. It will be mine and Jimmy's first Christmas together instead of miles and a ocean separating us this year. There will also be a huge weight off of my shoulders once school is done this semester. I took 7 classes this Fall total was 21 credit hrs. Yes, I am mentally exhausted BUT I'm almost done. Fingers crossed please that I kill these finals. I have many things to do in the next couple days so I will not be posting everyday. I have school and also lots of girly things to do in order for me to get ready for this trip. Spa day on Tuesday for this girl right here! Enjoy this lovely day and remember: If you want to be happy, then be. Even in the midst of a troubles let it be.